RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen

I stare at my phone as he ends the call. Now I'm tempted to fuck her just to piss him off. But that would be inappropriate and probably end in tears. I put my phone back in my pocket and stare down at my hard on. It's not the first one I've had since my abstinence but it's the first one I'm actually having real trouble not doing anything about.

I can't believe it's really come to this. I lean back against the wall and unzip my pants, just enough so that I can slip my hand into my boxers and take a hold of myself.

"Ohfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck..."

[[You want to do something else now or are you going to have random interludes of whoever while Brian jacks off?]]

[[How about we have a look and see what Matt and Zacky are up to? Do you have plans for Matt?]]

[[Good plan. I'd get distracted and rush into the bathroom randomly, haha. Erm, nah, not really. I was thinking maybe him working as a personal trainer or something. But that's all I have.]]

[[That could woooork! I can't think of anything for Zacky though, all I know is I shall make him pregnant at one point. But... what could Zacky do? Hmmm...]]

[[LOLZ. First thing that came to mind was a therapist, considering everything he's had going on, haha. He could already be pregnant maybe?]]

[[Maybe just pregnant and... I shall think of something... Ohhh I think something manly, maybe a car mechanic?]]

[[I can actually picture that perfectly. Awesome.]]

[[Then it is set. Would you like to start off with Mattie while I get my hairness done?]]

[[I feel fluffy.]]

I can barely keep still, I'm so excited right now. I'm pretty sure I'm scaring everyone in the clinic but I can't help myself. I get to see my baby today, we get to see our baby today. I look across to the beautiful, glowing man next to me.

I take his hand and smile sweetly at him, "I'm so excited. I can't believe we're finally going to see our kid!"

The young couple next to us look at us with big smiles on their faces. They seem to be as excited for us as I am right now.

I look over at Matt and smile at him, "Matt, calm down. It's not a big deal," I say sheepishly as I look at all the other people in the waiting room.

I don't know what it is but ever since I have realised I was pregnant I have being really shy, especially around other people. I'm not normally like this. I mean, I haven't even told the guys at work yet about all this, not that they'd be too worried, they'd probably be thrilled for me. But I am still a little... I'm not even sure. I just know I'm not myself.

"It's only a scan, no biggie."

"It's also the first time we get to see our baby, the little life we've created. That's exciting to me!" I say, trying to keep my voice no higher than an excited whisper.

I'm not used to shy Zacky. It's cute but at the same time a little worrying. It's probably nothing though. Just the hormones. Maybe we've got a nervous kid? The thought makes me smile. Just the fact I can think about us actually having a kid really.

"Sorry, honey, I'm just looking forward to seeing our little bundle of joy."

"It's OK, I know baby, I'm excited too, just... yeah," I smile before resting my head back on Matt's shoulder.

I play with his hand in my own, trailing my finger tips across his fingers, something that I have gotten used to doing to Matt, somewhat of a nervous habit I think.

"Mr Baker?" I hear someone say at the reception desk, I look up like a dear in the headlights at the lady who smiles at me.

"No need to be so nervous," She laughs a little, "Dr Martin will see you now."

I nod and look at Matt, shaking a little from the nerves I'm feeling. I hope everything is OK with my baby. That might be what's worrying me so much. I'm not completely sure.

Only a few minutes till we see our baby! I'm so excited I could start dancing but as one of the few gay men who doesn't have any kind of rhythm, it'd just be embarassing for all those involved. I help Zacky up from his seat, noticing his trembling.

"It'll all be okay, honey." I tell him, "We'll love him no matter what happens, okay?"

I wrap an arm around his back, rubbing lightly in a reassuring manner. I walk with him into the room, my arm still around him.

I can't help but smile at the way people are looking at us. Even the men in the room look quite happy for us. I'm not used to being in such a gay friendly environment. Amazing how quickly things change.

"Yeah, no matter what," I say a little unsure as we walk into the room.

That's easy for him to say, he's not the one that's going to be carrying it if it's got some disease that will make them have a terrible life and never being able to adjust like a normal child. What if they've got down syndrome? Ohhh God, how could I live with myself if I still gave birth to it even if it had to live a life of pain and bullying every day!

I let out a shaky breath as I smile at the doctor on the other side of the room.

"Hello Mr Baker, how are you feeling today?"

"Fine."

I help Zacky across to the large chair in the middle of the room. I've always hated those things, they look like some kind of torture device. I'm pretty sure this guy wouldn't try anything though, I'd kill anyone who so much as looked hatefully at my Zacky.

"How have things been going so far?" The doctor asks, looking over his clipboard.

"Great!" I jump in without even realizing I'm doing it, "I mean... uh... sorry, I'm a little overexcited here. Go on, Zee."

I smile weakly at Matt before looking at the doctor, "OK, I guess. The usual pregnancy as far as the book says."

I bite onto my lip as I watch the doctor look over his clipboard, his brow furrowed.

"Is something wrong?" I ask straight off the bat, hating the confused look on his face.

"What? Oooh no, nothing at all," he smiles at me before placing his clipboard on the side of his desk and making his way over towards me.

"So, how are you feeling in yourself Zacky?"

I hate it when doctors do that. Couldn't they review their notes before we come in, rather than while we're here? I'm going to be worrying now, even if there's nothing wrong. While Zacky and the doctor discuss how he's been feeling, I try and peer across to the clipboard seeing if I can spot anything on there which should be cause for alarm.

I only give up when I tumble against a glass case full of baby books and models of shudder women's parts, alerting everyone to my attempts at snooping.

"Sorry, I just... carry on." I say, a big smile on my face.

I stare wide eyed at Matt as he scares me from telling the doctor how nervous and scared I am right now.

"Perfect, never better," I smile as reassuringly as I can before looking over at Matt and then looking at the doctor who looks unconvinced.

"Can we just get this started, please?" I ask the doctor.

He smiles at me, noticing my nerves before going over to get his tools as I follow his instructions to just lay back and relax.

I squat down by Zacky, taking his hand in my own. He looks so frightened. I almost feel bad for being so excited and hyperactive over this whole thing. I'm trying to take his feelings into account, I really am. But all I can focus on is how we've got an amazing little physical manifestation of our love for each other growing inside him.

I look up to him, bringing his hand to my lips, "It's going to be okay, baby."

I flick my eyes down to his slightly swollen belly, before looking back up at him, "And Zacky."

"Okay, Zacky, I'm just going to move your shirt here so I can get the gel on you." The doctor says, "This might be a little cold."

"Ok," I say in almost a whisper as I feel the gel hit my belly.

"Hmmm, you weren't lying," I laugh as the doctor rubs a little of the gel on my swollen belly.

"Okay Zacky, I'm just going to put a scan through if you want to look up at the screen there?"

I nod at the doctor before looking towards the screen he's pointing at.

"You may not see anything for a little bit, so don't panic OK?"

I look up at the screen with baited breath, waiting nervously for the picture to appear. I don't think minutes have ever passed by so slowly. After a long few moments, the screen fills with the tell-tale black and white streaked lines.

I grip Zacky's hand tighter as I stare at it, trying to make out the baby. I'm usually pretty good at this, all my female friends have shown me their scan pictures and I can see them perfectly.

"Where... where is it?" I ask, narrowing my eyes, trying to see if there's something there I can't see.

I swallow as I look at the screen, my grip tighten on Matt's hand.

"Is it OK Doctor Martin? Healthy? Is it there at all?" I ask him before swallowing again as I look up at the screen.

I can't see anything! I can't see a heartbeat, I can't even see an outline I can make out.

"Doc?"

"There's definitely something here, I've just..."

I can see the doctor checking his equipment out of the corner of my eye. He laughs a little.

"... forgotten to turn the link to the monitor on. Sorry for the scare boys."

The doctor moves the wand around on Zacky's stomach and thankfully the picture becomes a little clearer and I can finally see a small fluctuating pulse on the screen. A heartbeat?

"Is that... is that our baby?" I ask.

No, that can't be it. If it was, then what's that other flickering pulse opposite it?

I let out a sigh of relief as I see a little pulse on the screen, a smile creeping on my lips. But my smile soon turns into a look of confusion as I see the two beats.

"What's that beating there?" I ask the doctor as I point to the monitor.

I turn back to the doctor to get his answer even though he seems to be grinning like a mad man at me.

"What? What's going on?" I look at him a little more confused before looking over at Matt who looks just as confused as me.

"What's going on?!"

"It's nothing to be alarmed by." The doctor explains.

I'm close to grabbing him round the throat and demanding he tells us what it is then. But it's nearly impossible to find a decent OBGYN who specializes in male pregnancy in this state so it's probably not wise to assault him.

"What is it then?" I ask, teeth gritted, gripping my knee painfully tightly just so I don't crush Zacky's hand instead.

"Matt, Zacky, that's your baby." He announces pointing to one of the pulses, his finger moves to the other one, "And that's your other one. You're having twins."

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