| RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:55 pm | |
| I don't think I've ever seen Zacky so disgusted at the mention of a threesome before. Fuck, I don't think I'd ever seen Zacky remotely disgusted at the idea before. He really has changed.
"I don't know, I mean... he suggested it. He seemed to think I'd be able to figure out who I preferred."
I can't really justify this. I'm just going to have to point all the blame on Alex coz then I won't get in so much trouble?
"I don't want to share you with anyone else. I don't want you to have to watch me with someone else but... I mean, it might help me know for sure." | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 8:04 pm | |
| I know what Alex is planning. He wants to have Matt for himself. He wants him for the sex, I heard him bragging about how good Matt was that one time, he's bored of Chris, I've heard it all. Bastard, I should go over there and give him a piece of my mind. There is no way that I am letting Matt go through with this, and there is no way I am going to go watch that slut fuck around with my man. But if I don't go with Matt, Alex will weasel his way into Matt's bed so I know I'm going to have to go with him. "It might help but... don't you think that there's something a little bit strange that he just gave you the idea of sex for closure?" | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 8:22 pm | |
| "I never really thought of it as strange, I just kinda... well, if I'm completely honest, my horny side took over and I ended up thinking with my dick." I say, with a half smile.
This probably isn't helping my defese here. I'm trying not to looking like a complete fucking slut but I can't help myself, I really do want this. I hate myself for wanting it and I know I really shouldn't.
"I don't normally think about group sex. I'm the kind of guy who'd be happy with one lover. I just want a loving, monogamous relationship with the perfect man. I couldn't handle anything especially kinky." I laugh a little, "It just... well I just want to make this all right, y'know?" | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 8:33 pm | |
| "Yeah, I know Matt," I smile. It's not him that I don't trust. I trust him perfectly, I know he's only doing this and suggesting this because it's the only thing that has being suggested to him. It's Alex who I don't trust. And because of that, I have to go along with this. I sigh, "OK. We'll do this. But on one condition. You and me, we have a safe word, so if it gets too weird for me or I don't want to carry on with it I can say it and we'll stop, yeah?" I will have some sort of control over this, I am not walking into it blind. Matt is mine, and he's going to remain mine. | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 8:42 pm | |
| I nod, "Whatever's going to make you feel better, Zee. And use it whenever, I don't care what's happening with me and Alex, I'm not going to hurt you. I won't let myself hurt you."
See, it's thoughts like that that make me think I shouldn't be doing this, I should just be with Zacky. I shouldn't be doing something like this, I should tell Alex to go fuck himself. But then there's that small selfish part of me which just needs to know so fucking badly.
"Thank you for agreeing to this." I kiss him on the cheek, "I'm sorry it's come to this, I 'm sorry I can't just be with you regardless..." | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 8:47 pm | |
| "Don't worry about it, I understand, you did crush on him for the longest time. It's only natural," I smile at him. Besides, it's not your fault that it's come down to this. It's that selfish slut's fault. "We'll get through it, no sweat," I say again before making my way back over to the bed and sitting on it, "Now, we just have to think of a safe word." | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 8:55 pm | |
| "Don't people usually use states or something like that?" I ask, "Not that I'd... I mean, I've never..."
I can feel myself going red like the giant pansy I am, "There was a documentary on about erotic asphyxiation and... they mentioned safe words in that. I think there's was Phoenix or something."
I'm trying to think of something now, something innocent enough so that it doesn't sound too weird to Alex but something that'll shock me out of whatever I'm doing with him. I'm a completely different person when I'm sexually aroused. I'm like a man possessed, I need to be able to stop.
"What about Christian?" I suggest, nodding towards our flour baby. | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 9:00 pm | |
| "Christian?" I say before looking over to the flour in the shoe-box. "Erm, yeah, that might be an idea. We can both remember it, since it'll be on our minds and... it's a pretty random word in sex." I don't like the idea of thinking about our baby during sex, but technically he's not a baby, it's a project. Yeah, that'll be OK. Just think of it as a project so I don't feel too guilty or weirded out. "So, where were you planning to do this?" | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 9:05 pm | |
| "Zacky, you haven't seen me during anything sexual yet, I'm... I need something pretty 'RARGH' to shock me out of it. I'm... a fucking animal." I say, half laughing, "Sorry, totally not what you needed to hear right now."
It's only after Zacky mentions this that I realize I never organized a day, time or anything like that. I just kinda went with it. I'm fucking insane when it comes to sex.
"Uh... I don't actually know. I didn't really ask Alex about that. I just kinda... God, I'm terrible sometimes." | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 9:09 pm | |
| "Hmmm, it's OK," I say. That bastard probably shocked it into you anyway, so he can arrange a day to do it, a day when I will be busy or vunerable or something. But oh no, he is so not going to win this. "Why don't you call him in a little bit, just to arrange something? Get him to come over here or something?" While I am in the room with you, of course, just so I can butt in and tell Matt no or yes. I will have some control in this, even if it kills me. | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 9:21 pm | |
| "That sounds good to me. Then you can be involved in the organization and you'll be able to feel more a part of it. Christ, that sounded patronizing. You know what I mean."
I hope.
"But before I do anything dirty or any of that, I just want to spend some time with my boyfriend and my baby." I smile at him, "Oh. GOD! We'll need a sitter for Christian."
[[Coby and Brian looking after Christian as well as Erika? More humour? Brian being cheeky when Coby's gone to the bathroom or something and putting thr bags in compromising positions?]] | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 9:50 pm | |
| "Yeah, I know what you mean," I say with smile. And I don't care about the organisation, I just want to get the message across to that boyfriend stealing tramp Alex that I am just a bigger part of this as he is. "Aww, don't worry. I'm sure that Coby would be whiling to look after little Christian too. I mean, he's pretty attached to his little baby, I'm sure their baby could use a friend or something." [[OMG! YES! That would be so hilarious me thinks.]] | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 9:57 pm | |
| "I just hope Christian will be okay away from us." I say.
I've really got to get used to the fact this is a bag of fucking flour. It's not a baby, it's a bag of flour. I look across to Zacky.
"Coby'll remember to feed him, right? I mean, he's as attached to his little girl as we are to our son. And he'll be able to deal with him if he starts crying, right? Or if he has a nightmare? Or... I'm being overprotective, aren't I? He's going to grow up to be a transsexual because I wouldn't let hm date or something..." | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 10:05 pm | |
| I smile at Matt before placing my fingers to his lips, "You have got to stop worrying about Christian. He'll be fine with Coby, I mean, he's a responsible adult. Besides, he's got Brian too, and it's only going to be for one night." Or five minutes if I have my way. "I'll talk to Brian about it closer to the time, OK? I'm sure it'll be fine." | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 10:09 pm | |
| BRIAN?! Did you not see what that guy did to little Erika? He was threatening to bake her!
I purse my lips against Zacky's finger, giving it a soft little kiss.
"We better make sure Coby doesn't leave them unsupervised. I don't trust Haner. We'll get a baguette back. A half eaten baguette."
I'm trying to be calm. I just don't want my baby left with some hungry psychopath.
"Okay, I'll relax. Sorry." I peck him on the lips, "I'm overreacting, again. I'm good at that, have you noticed?"
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 10:15 pm | |
| "I have noticed," I smile. "And don't worry, me and Brian have an understanding, and besides, Coby doesn't leave his side, so you won't have yo worry about Brian getting anywhere near an oven." I love how Matt's being over protective of his little bag of flour like this. It's endearing. I just wish that he was as over protective of me sometimes, like... now with Alex. "So, do you want to call Alex now? Get this out of the way?" | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 10:24 pm | |
| He seems like he wants to just get all of this over with. If I was in his position, I'd be holding out as long as possible, I wouldn't want my boyfriend to be all over another man, I'd want to hold out as long as I could and see if he'd change his mind. But I'm not Zacky, obviously... would make this easier though. But then I'd spend all of my time staring at myself in the mirror and things would just get complicated and confusing.
"Sorry, drifted off for a second then..." I smile, "How can you go through a day without wanting to have sex with yourself?"
Oh God, I said it outloud. I shake my head.
"Sorry, thinking out loud. Yeah, yeah... I'll call him now and... try to think before I speak."
I pull my phone out of my pants and scroll through the numbers, blushing a little at the fact Alex is still listed under simply 'Him'. I hit call and wait for an answer. | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 10:32 pm | |
| I look at him like he's got two heads at his sudden outburst.
"How can you go through a day without wanting to have sex with yourself?" What the hell Matt? I scoot a little closer to him so I can hear what Matt and Alex are about to discuss. But that's before I have decided I can't hear a thing. I pluck the phone from Matt's hand and press the speaker button. I don't want to seem like I don't trust my boyfriend , because I do trust him. It's Alex I don't trust. I smile to myself as I hear Alex answer the phone, not knowing that I'm there or that the phones on speaker. "Hey Gorgeous."
I fucking KNEW IT!! | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 10:42 pm | |
| I feel myself unintentionally smiling at his greeting before remembering Zacky's in the room with me and I need to seem completely nonchalant and suchlike.
"Um, hi Alex. I um..."
No, don't stutter when you're talking to him around Zacky. Just be cool, pretend he's not there, pretend it's just you and Zacky and... a random voice? Oh GAWWWWWDDDDD.
"I was just calling you about your idea, the whole threesome thing."
I don't know why I go quiet towards the end of my sentence. I'm such a child, I can't even say something like that without getting embarrassed.
"You... uh, you know when you want to do it?" | |
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Jacoby
Number of posts : 1793 Age : 42 Location : Working overtime Registration date : 2007-11-15
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 10:48 pm | |
| Calling so soon? It must mean that Baker boy must want to get this out of the way as soon as possible. I wonder if he's in the room with Matt? I would test the waters by being rude about him, but then I wouldn't get my lay so... I'll behave. "Well, you seem keen for it," I can just see Zacky shaking with anger now, well, that's if he's there. "Well, I was thinking, as soon as possible maybe? Maybe even tomorrow or something. But it's really up to you and Zacky. Since you are the couple and all." I will get control of this in the end, but giving Zacky all the control will just show Matt how controlling Zacky really is. | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 10:57 pm | |
| "Tomorrow? You mean... whoa."
I won't get any sleep tonight at this rate. I'll just spend all night thinking about having my dream come true. Thinking about being wit them both at the same time.
I look across to Zacky, mouthing, "Tomorrow okay with you?"
I don't know why I don't want Alex to know Zacky's in here with me. Maybe I figure Zacky would want to hear how Alex is being with me, so he knows not to worry or something? | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 11:01 pm | |
| I smile at Matt before moving my mouth down to the phone on the bed. "Yes Alex, that'll be fine with is. But, if this is going to work, I'm calling the shots, OK?" I say, gaining control of this now, or I will never get the control. I'm going to be in the middle of a Matt and Alex sandwich, they are both pretty buff. I may have the biggest mouth, but if Alex has his way, it'll probably be filled for most of the night. | |
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Jacoby
Number of posts : 1793 Age : 42 Location : Working overtime Registration date : 2007-11-15
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 11:03 pm | |
| I smile to myself, Bingo. "Yeah of course Zacky. I mean, this is all about Matt, I wouldn't want to take control of the situation. This is just about who Matt wants, this isn't for mine, or your pleasure. It's business." Got him right where I want him. Now he's going to fill guilty and Matt's going to think I am so diplomatic and come running to me because his boyfriend is too controlling for him. It's a perfect plan, as I have being saying for the past half an hour of waiting for this call. | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 11:15 pm | |
| I look across to Zacky then down to the phone, I'm too afraid to dispute them. Besides I kinda want them to be the ones in control now. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing, I just know I'm going to get both of my dream men worshipping me.
So why do I feel so bad about this? Surely Matt deserves this kind of thing now. Everyone else has been fought over, I want it to be my turn.
I hate myself for thinking that. I don't want them to be fighting over me, I just want... I don't even know what I want now.
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Jacoby
Number of posts : 1793 Age : 42 Location : Working overtime Registration date : 2007-11-15
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 11:20 pm | |
| "Alright then, so I'll see you guys tomorrow at my dorm? Chris is going to going out for the evening anyway. Unless Zacky, you want it to be in your own dorm?" I ask him, knowing that if he wants to take the control, he'll be suggesting his dorm. I wait for his answer. "...Naw, you're place will be fine." Ooooh, well, I can be wrong sometimes. "It's a date then. See you boys then," I say before hanging up the phone and throwing it down on the bed. Chris gives me another one of his dirty looks again and I sigh at him, "Stop being such a bitch. Be happy for me, yeah?" | |
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