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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:02 pm | |
| I smile into the kiss, I'm not used to being kissed in such a way. It was almost a promise of things to come. Whatever it was, I loved it. I draw back from him and grin.
"Okay, y'know I think we have some shoeboxes in the closet if you want to try and make some kind of crib." I offer.
I know what I'm like in these situations. I need to be kept busy or I go fucking crazy from nerves.
"I'll see you later." I peck his lips a few times before making my way to the door, "Bye Christian! Bye Zacky." | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:05 pm | |
| I smile as I watch him walk out the door, "Bye Matty." I blow him one final kiss before he closes the door. I bite into my lip. "I love you." I sigh before turning back around to see Christina laying on the bed. I put on a brave face, feeling so scared as if I am waiting for test results for some life threatening disease or something. I sigh and walk over to my little bag of flour. "Right, come on you, we're gonna get your bed set up before Daddy gets home. Which, will be soon... I hope." | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:17 pm | |
| I start walking along the halls to Alex's dorm. What the fuck am I doing? What the fuck am I doing? What the fuck am I doing? I don't want Alex anymore. I want Zacky, I want to go back to our room and tell him I love him and I want to make everything all okay.
Still my feet keep moving me towards Alex's room. I suppose I at least need to see him once, just to talk to him. I don't even know what I'm supposed to say. I don't think "I think I'm in love with Zacky, I just had to see you to make sure." is really going to cut it.
Before I know it, I'm at Alex's door, hand raised, ready to knock. Well, as ready as I'll ever be. I take a deep breath and rap on the door. | |
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Jacoby
Number of posts : 1793 Age : 42 Location : Working overtime Registration date : 2007-11-15
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:26 pm | |
| I giggle as Chris nips at my neck, he knows all the perfect spots to get my heart racing.
"Chrisy, stop. There's someone at the door," I say as I push him away reluctantly. He tells me to ignore and at first I do, but then the knocking starts up again.
I sigh and give Chris my famous pouting, I'll make it up to you with a blow job later eyes before I get up from the bed, adjust my hard-on in my jeans and make my way to the door.
I pull the door open with a smile, I keep that smile on my face as soon as I see Matt at the door.
"Hey Matt, s'up?" | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:36 pm | |
| NO! NO! NO!
My heart needs to stop this pounding now. My face needs to stop stretching into that shaky smile and my stomach needs to CALM THE FUCK DOWN. I can't be having this kind of reaction to him. I just fucking can't.
"I... I... uh, I..."
Think of something Matt or you're just going to look like a complete retard. I can not believe this is happening to me now. I need to get over this, over one of them.
Over Alex. I need to get over Alex.
"Hi?" | |
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Jacoby
Number of posts : 1793 Age : 42 Location : Working overtime Registration date : 2007-11-15
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:42 pm | |
| I furrow my brow at him, "Hey Matt." I stand at the door, folding my arms over my chest and leaning against the door frame. "Did you want something or... whatever?" I ask him. I am hardly being the most gracious of hosts, but I haven't seen or heard a peep out of him in over a week, plus I am a little pre-occupied with Chris right now. I'm still a little wary of him also, we haven't actually probably talked about all the unpleasantness of his boyfriend beating the shit out of Chris. Or anything to that matter. | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:46 pm | |
| Why is this so awkward? Why do I feel so uncomfortable? Why am I so afraid of saying the wrong thing to him? Why is this like nothing has fucking changed? I want to hit my head against something now but the only thing nearby is Alex and I don't think he'd appreciate that.
"I... I just... I'm sorry about... everything. I just... I don't really know what I wanted to say, I just... needed to see you again." | |
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Jacoby
Number of posts : 1793 Age : 42 Location : Working overtime Registration date : 2007-11-15
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:51 pm | |
| "Oooh, right..." I say looking at him as if he's got two heads. He wanted to see me? While he's with that slut of a boyfriend of his, Zacky? Hmmm... maybe Zacky cheated on him with someone else so now he's come to even the score. No, Matt's not like that. That's just my wishful thinking. He was a pretty fucking good almost lay. "Do you wanna come in then?" I ask him as I look into the room, smiling at Chris who merely rolls his eyes at me and goes about putting his headphones in so me and Matt can have some sort of privacy. "So, was there any certain reason why you needed to see me?" | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 11:39 am | |
| Goddamnit, this is so fucking awkward. He's pissed off at me, the fuckbuddy/boyfriend/whatever the fuck Chris is is here too and I've turned right back into that little, stammering, nervous mess around him. This isn't fair. I want so badly to be in love with Zacky and Zacky alone.
"I, uh... I just needed to know. I mean, I..." I start.
I rub at my forehead in an attempt to help myself think straight. I don't look at Alex as I continue. I can't look at him, I need to get my words out.
"I just needed to know if I still had any kind of feelings for you before me and Zacky ended up... I mean, we are but I haven't... I... I needed to know if I felt anything for you before I tell him that I love him." I explain.
It sounds so fucking cruel coming out of my mouth. | |
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Jacoby
Number of posts : 1793 Age : 42 Location : Working overtime Registration date : 2007-11-15
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 3:49 pm | |
| I furrow my brow at him in confusion. So why did he come here then? What exactly did he want? "So, what? You want a kiss or something?" I ask with a shrug. I'm pretty confused here. He hasn't seen me for about two weeks, he hasn't spoken to me in ages. And now, he still thinks that he has a thing for me. What the fuck? | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 5:24 pm | |
| "I don't know what the fuck I want!" I say, a little more passionate than I'd meant to, "I just wanted to... I mean, I couldn't kiss you anyway, it'd be cheating on Zacky and that wouldn't be fair."
I'm beginning to think this was a really stupid idea. I don't know why I bothered doing this. Why didn't I just stay with Zacky and Christian and be a happy little family? Damn my logical, moral mind!
"I don't know why I bothered doing this. I just... I'm so confused. I mean, I really care about Zacky but then I've had a thing for you for three fucking years, it's never gone away. Even now part of me wants to leave Zacky and just be with you. But then I'd hate myself coz I really do like Zacky and since when was I good enough to be in the middle of two guys?" | |
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Jacoby
Number of posts : 1793 Age : 42 Location : Working overtime Registration date : 2007-11-15
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 5:50 pm | |
| "Because Matt, you are fucking hot, OK?" I say to him with a little smirk. "Look, I can think of a way that we could settle this. Just so you can see whether you prefer me, or Zacky. Y'know, if Zacky would be up for it." My evil side of my brain is ticking over big time here. I don't have a clue whether he and Zacky have even... what am I saying, it's Zacky! Of course he and Matt have fucked. He'll be fine with it, hell, he's love to be in the middle of a Matt and Alex sandwich. | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:03 pm | |
| [[I'd like to be in the middle of a Matt and Alex sandwich...]]
I look to Alex, cocking an eyebrow.
"What would this idea involve?" I ask, even though I've kind of already figured it out.
Or that could just be the fact I'd really like that to be his idea because I can think of nothing I'd like more than being worshipperd by both him and Zacky at the same time. Shit, pervy Matt's coming through again.
Can't I just have them both?
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Jacoby
Number of posts : 1793 Age : 42 Location : Working overtime Registration date : 2007-11-15
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:09 pm | |
| "Well, if Zacky wasn't worried about losing you to me, maybe, ooooh, I don't know, maybe me and him could battle it out," I'm speaking in a much lower voice now, and in a slower pace. "I mean, me and him giving you everything that you deserve. Both of us, battling it out to pleasure you, and whoever does the best and you prefer, can be yours." Hell, if he'd rather be with me, I don't have to love him. I can just use him for that amazing sexual being that he keeps under wraps from everyone. Yeah, it's a perfect plan. | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:18 pm | |
| Oh yeah, I should have known it was going to be that one. I try to keep my teenage rampant horniness under control. Zacky and Alex. Together. That would be just the hottest fucking thing ever.
"I... I don't know if Zacky would go for that, I mean... we haven't even slept together yet." I lower my voice towards the end of my sentence.
There's no way that Zacky would agree with it. It's too sick, it's... it's so fucking old Zacky. I don't want to bring him back, I like new, loving Zacky.
"I could suggest it to him though. I mean, what harm could it do to ask?" | |
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Jacoby
Number of posts : 1793 Age : 42 Location : Working overtime Registration date : 2007-11-15
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:24 pm | |
| No sex? With Zacky? Ooooh, he is so using him for something then. That's not right at all, if you were with Matt, you wouldn't not have sex with him. He doesn't really want him. This IS a perfect plan. "No harm at all," I say with the most sincere smile I can put on without making it look too smug. "In fact, why don't you go and ask him as soon as possible. I mean, the quicker you ask him, the easier it'll be, right?" And the quicker I can get a decent lay. | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:33 pm | |
| [[I HATE ALEX!!!]]
I smile at him, "Yeah, that way I'm not in too deep and... thanks Alex. You're a great friend."
I don't really have any idea how I'm going to broach this subject with Zacky. I mean, it's not every day you go to your boyfriend and bring up the subject of a threesome and FUCKING HELL MY FIRST TIME IS GOING TO BE A THREESOME?! I'm living the American dream. That's if Zacky agrees to it.
"I'll see you later, yeah?" I say, clapping Alex on the shoulder and getting up. | |
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Jacoby
Number of posts : 1793 Age : 42 Location : Working overtime Registration date : 2007-11-15
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:44 pm | |
| [[Same.]] I nod to Matt as he leaves the room. My smile soon turns into a smirk before I turn back around to see Chris glaring at me. "What? You're telling me you wouldn't do the same? Please..." I scoff at him as I fold my arms over my chest. I watch him as he shakes his head and mutters something about needing some air. I shrug before taking a seat on my bed and hunting around for some lube. If Zacky really wants Matt, he'll be here, but if he doesn't, Matt'll be here to need a shoulder to cry on. Genius. | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 6:49 pm | |
| "OK so... he needs to be fed at about... 5ish to give time for him to digest before bed..." I say to myself as I flick through the booklet in one hand as I keep Christian propped up on my knee. "Right, so it's... close to 5 now, so let's get you fed, huh?" I say to Christian before smiling at him and looking back down at the booklet. "OK, so we can choose, breast-feeding or bottles..." I need to think about this. Well, the benefits of breast-feeding have always being better than bottle-feeding. And I want my baby to be healthy. Plus, I don't have to be the only one to breast-feed, apparently Matt can do it too. Man, this booklet is a hell of a lot more helpful than I thought it would be. I button my shirt, feeling a little weird about this as I'm sat here on my own, but I want to be a good father so I guess I'm going to have to get rid of that feeling sometime, right? | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:19 pm | |
| I head back to mine and Zacky's room. I'm horny but I'm also confused and annoyed at myself. I feel so guilty. I can't ask him to do this for me. It's not fair. But God I really, really, really want it now.
I push open the door with a nervous smile on my face, one which turns genuine when I see what Zacky's doing. Just laying eyes on him again has caused me to feel sheer, overpowering happiness. I'm such a fucking dork.
"Are you breastfeeding Christian?" I ask, even though it's blatantly obvious that that's what he's doing, "That is so... fuckin' cute." | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:22 pm | |
| I blush a little up at Matt before looking down at Christian again. "Yeah, I was looking through the booklet, and apparently it's healthier for us to breast-feed him rather than bottle," I say before looking back up at Matt looking down on me. "So, it doesn't like, creep you out or anything, does it?" I ask him a little nervously, he shakes his head as he continues to smile down on me, which causes me to smile too. He came back to me, and he's smiling. Yay. "So, how did it go with Alex?" | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:30 pm | |
| "Um..."
I sit down next to him and watch him as he continues to feed Christian. It's just making wha I need to say to him even harder. I wrap an arm around his back.
"Okay, I don't ever want to lie to you. I care about you too much to do that." I say, smiling, "There... there's still something there. I don't know if it's just lust or what but there are still some feelings there for him."
I don't want to look at him right now, I don't want to see disappointment on his face.
"He kinda had an idea though that might... might work things out." | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:39 pm | |
| "Ooooh..." I say as I look over at him. He still has feeling for him, then why does he look so happy? "Well, what was... erm, Alex planning?" I ask, not sure if I actually want to know what he's planning at all. I put Christian down on my lap now, looking at Matt and pulling my shirt over my chest now. | |
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Shadows
Number of posts : 2155 Age : 31 Location : In your worst nightmares and your best dreams... Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:43 pm | |
| "Well, he, uh..."
Christ, how do I say this without sounding like a crazed, horny ball of crazed horniness? It's taking me all my willpower not to imagine the situation and not to smile like a complete dick.
"A threesome, basically. He kinda figured I could see who I preferred that way." I say, "Christ, I sound like such a whore." | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Wed Apr 16, 2008 7:50 pm | |
| "A THREESOME?!" I yell in complete shock before coughing and picking up Christian. I scoff before getting up from the bed and taking Christian over to his make-shift bed. Doing this can make me gain some reasons to why this is a terrible thing, even though it is a completely stupid thing to suggest. "How could that possibly make things better?" I ask Matt as I turn back to him after putting Christian in his bed. "I mean, you and me haven't even made love yet? Why would you want to do it with him as well, why share what we have with someone else?" | |
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