| RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen | |
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Connor
Number of posts : 1191 Age : 41 Location : Hidden in the undergrowth, ear to the ground... Registration date : 2007-11-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 7:58 pm | |
| I walk into the large shower area only to be confronted with something I could really have done without seeing. Smeared over the walls in giant letters, the worst thing someone could have possibly ever written about my family. I can't bare to look at it for any longer than I have to.
"Very fucking funny!" I scream, trying to remain as calm as I can. I don't need to explode on someone right now.
"Very mature, fuckheads!"
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Candace
Number of posts : 100 Age : 38 Location : In a bath of Rock Stars ;] Registration date : 2008-03-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 8:06 pm | |
| I laugh along with Brad as we stand at the other end of the showers across from the emo kid at the other end of the cubicles. "Yeah, it's funny isn't it?" I say feeling really proud of myself for making him look so angry, glad that I've made an impact on him, "hi-fucking-lairous." I walk over to the little emo kid who's name escapes me, chewing on some gum as I advance onto him.
"I heard your Dad was in hospital and... we thought we'd pay some respects to him." | |
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Connor
Number of posts : 1191 Age : 41 Location : Hidden in the undergrowth, ear to the ground... Registration date : 2007-11-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 8:15 pm | |
| "You fucking dick." I say, spinning round to face the asshole who's done this.
Jordan Dawkins. I should have known. Biggest fucking cunt on the entire campus. Everyone loves him because they're too afraid to hate him. Not me though.
"At least I know who my dad is." I hiss, trying desperately to keep myself as calm as possible. The last thing my parents need is me getting kicked out of school right now.
It's easier said than done. The red mist is descending over me again. I could happily kill this boy right now and feel no remorse. If only I had the strength. | |
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Candace
Number of posts : 100 Age : 38 Location : In a bath of Rock Stars ;] Registration date : 2008-03-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 8:21 pm | |
| I laugh at his attempt of a come back, even though it was pretty good. But I would never let him know that. "Hey, my Dad may actually be my Step Dad, but at least he doesn't take it up the ass like a bitch," I say to him the same smirk on my face as I get right into his personal space. He looks really fucking pissed off at me, he also looks a little scared, but who wouldn't? "Awww. Have a touched a nerve, Ba-queer-Shag-hims?" | |
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Connor
Number of posts : 1191 Age : 41 Location : Hidden in the undergrowth, ear to the ground... Registration date : 2007-11-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 8:32 pm | |
| It happens far too quickly for my liking. The mist is clouding everything, my judgement, my sanity, my ability to realize that this guy is a psychopath and could probably fucking kill me.
My hand balls into a fist which collides square with his strong jaw, followed by another to his face.
"Your dad might not but y'know what they say about homophobes. I'm sure you've taken it up the ass a few times, haven't you Jordan?" I ask, my voice not my own now. | |
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Candace
Number of posts : 100 Age : 38 Location : In a bath of Rock Stars ;] Registration date : 2008-03-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 8:36 pm | |
| I hold onto my jaw in sheer shock before looking at the little punk with my eyes wide. "You little bitch," I say as I click my jaw back into place, which, amazingly considering his size, actually hurts quiet a bit. I am about to advance onto him and really pound into him when I hear the coach coming in from the field, asking us what the hell is going on in here and why there is yelling. I give the little punk a stern look. "I'll get you for this," I tell him a low voice before making my way quickly out of the showers and into the main locker room, cradling my jaw a little as I go. I can't believe he actually hit me, he is so going to pay. I've just got to think of what will really get that little fag. | |
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Connor
Number of posts : 1191 Age : 41 Location : Hidden in the undergrowth, ear to the ground... Registration date : 2007-11-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 8:43 pm | |
| I glare at him as he leaves, wanting nothing more than to run after him and lay into him. I want to get him, I want him to know he doesn't mess with my family, he doesn't screw us over.
"Fuckin' pansy!" I scream after him, probably not a wise idea as the coach is coming in but I can't help myself, "You can't run forever, asshole."
I can feel myself getting dizzy and shaky now, an after effect of a full blown attack. I stumble across to the wall of the shower, hoping for some purchase to keep myself up. | |
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Candace
Number of posts : 100 Age : 38 Location : In a bath of Rock Stars ;] Registration date : 2008-03-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 8:47 pm | |
| I ignore the comments he is throwing at me, a little surprised by his outburst myself. I look at my friends and they give me looks that I am not used to. I am so going to get him for this. I shake my head before slamming my locker shut and grabbing a bag from the bench. I ignore everything that's around me as I walk out of the locker room and look around the hallway until I stop something that would be perfect. "Hey! Courtney!" I don't know why I know her name, but it's probably because she dated one of the guys on the football team. I walk over to her as she looks at me completely unimpressed. "You might want to tell your little brother, that he should back the fuck off of me. Or I am going to really fucking hurt him," I warn her. | |
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Travis
Number of posts : 684 Age : 46 Location : showing these suits how it's fucking done Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 8:50 pm | |
| I look up at the mellow headed football player in front of me. My friends all around me either melt from his wet look, or shrink into the lockers in sheer fear.
"Yeah, whatever Dawkins. What did you do to him?" I ask him with my arms folded over my chest. I can only make a few guesses here, and all of them seem pretty likely. He either insulted me, Becky, or my Dad's. And with Chris suffering from his attacks... Oh no. "Where the fuck is he Dawkins?" I ask him in fear of what he's doing or what's going on now. | |
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Connor
Number of posts : 1191 Age : 41 Location : Hidden in the undergrowth, ear to the ground... Registration date : 2007-11-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 9:02 pm | |
| I manage to make it to the main locker rooms, grabbing some trackpants before I break down. Despite everything, the last thing I want is someone finding me naked and passed out. In this place, that quickly becomes an urban legend the likes of which I could do without being involved in.
I drop onto the bench, pulling my legs up to my chest, trying to calm myself down before something happens and these lockers suffer greatly for no reason at all. | |
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Travis
Number of posts : 684 Age : 46 Location : showing these suits how it's fucking done Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 9:08 pm | |
| "Tanya, I've gotta go in there," I tell my friend as I go to push the locker doors open. "But Court, it's the boys locker room. You could get in serious fucking trouble for this." "But if someone else finds Chris, then he will be in serious fucking trouble," I say before looking around all of my friends that look less than impressed. "Guys. I need to do this, no one else can or knows how to handle Chris's attacks. And you've seem me a few times after he's had the more major ones. That can't happen to anyone else," my friends still look less than impressed as I make my way into the locker room, my friends standing at the door to keep guard. "OK Court. But I am going in there with you, to find the coach and tell him whats going on. I'm not letting you get in trouble because of Jordan and his bone headed ideas," Tanya says to me as I push the door open. I nod to her, knowing that she won't let me go in there otherwise as we walk into the boys locker room together and slowly. "Chris? Chrissie... it's Court. Where are you Hun?" | |
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Connor
Number of posts : 1191 Age : 41 Location : Hidden in the undergrowth, ear to the ground... Registration date : 2007-11-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 9:16 pm | |
| My fist flies into the locker in front of me without me even realizing I'm doing it. It's Dawkins' locker, so it's okay. I can't do it to his face so that damn metal box will have to make do with it instead.
"I HATE YOU!" I scream, pounding my fist repeatedly into it.
This should by rights be hurting me, the blood covering my knuckles, the blood being left on the dented locker. But the adrenaline rushing through my body is stopping me from feeling any kind of pain right now.
"I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!" | |
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Travis
Number of posts : 684 Age : 46 Location : showing these suits how it's fucking done Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 9:20 pm | |
| My ears perk up as I can hear screaming. I look over at Tanya, not saying anything to her but she just runs into the direction of the coaches offices. I take a deep breath before walking around the lockers to the other side of the room. "Chris. It's Courtney," I tell him in a calm voice as I walk closer to him, I don't want to creep up on him and I don't want him really lashing out at me, "Chris?" I walk around another set of lockers, seeing a couple of guys, dripping wet with towels on [man if Chris wasn't having a breakdown right now I would so be peeping] looking a little creeped out by the screaming coming from behind them, I smile at him slightly as they look at me even more confused. "Chris?" I say as I walk around the corner to see him punching at a locker close to the showers. I grimace when I see the blood flying around the lockers and onto the floor and around him, "Chris?!" | |
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Connor
Number of posts : 1191 Age : 41 Location : Hidden in the undergrowth, ear to the ground... Registration date : 2007-11-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 9:26 pm | |
| I keep pounding the locker, "Court, I'd get away from me if I were you. I don't want to hurt you!"
I can hear my voice starting to shake when I hear my sister talking to me. I'm so scared I'm going to hurt her. She doesn't deserve that. Dawkins deserves this, all of this, all of the fury, the rage.
I can't hear her leaving me, the sound of her shoes would be very obvious in this environment, "Please Courtney, please just go!"
I punctuate my sentence with a hard smash to the locker. | |
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Travis
Number of posts : 684 Age : 46 Location : showing these suits how it's fucking done Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 9:30 pm | |
| "I'm not going anywhere Chris," I tell him, "Chris, Tanya's gone to tell the coach, OK? You aren't going to get in any trouble, I promise you." I walk a little closer to him, keeping a safe distance and preparing myself for anything that could come my way. "Do you want me to call Dad M?" Dad's being out of hospital for a few days now, I don't know if he'd be in any shape to come down here to sort things out. But I haven't ever seen Chris so mad before, I wonder what the hell Dawkins actually did. All he told me was Chris was going to pay and that he was in the showers. What the hell happened? | |
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Connor
Number of posts : 1191 Age : 41 Location : Hidden in the undergrowth, ear to the ground... Registration date : 2007-11-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 9:37 pm | |
| "That's what they always say!" I snap, "Chris, you'll be fine, no-one blames you, they know you can't help it! It's bullshit, Court!"
I spin around to face her, my assault on the locker finished, "They always blame me! The freaky emo with the gay dads, the 'Hulk'. They treat me like shit, they treat us like shit, they treat our family like outcasts!"
I gesture towards the shower, "And they get away with it because they're on the team, this school needs them!"
I spin round and start pounding on the lockers again, "What. Did. We. Do. Wrong?!" | |
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Travis
Number of posts : 684 Age : 46 Location : showing these suits how it's fucking done Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 9:42 pm | |
| I watch on as I watch him pounding into the lockers again. His tears stained cheeks and his bloody hands and knuckles, i have never seen him this bad before, not even when we were younger, this is for the worst for sure. I look into the showers were he gestured to to see what has got him so upset. My own jaw clenches at the writing on the wall, there is somethings that I can stand and I just brush off. But when they talk about my Dad's beating us or abusing us, then that's just crossing the line. "Chris," I say quietly before walking over to him, I try to grab at one of his hands to stop him before he seriously hurts himself, "Chris, they are idiots. I know it really gets to you, but that's why they do it. Because you react baby." | |
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Connor
Number of posts : 1191 Age : 41 Location : Hidden in the undergrowth, ear to the ground... Registration date : 2007-11-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 9:49 pm | |
| "I try not to! I try to just take it in my stride but I can't, Court!" I say, looking across at her, trying to remind myself that she's my sister, she loves me, she's not one of them. My brain doesn't always register this when I'm in one of my moods and I really don't want to hurt her.
"I'm not like you, I can't just brush it off!" I snap, "I don't have the friends to help me. I just have me!"
The hand she's not holding lunges at the locker again, "I just have me because I'm like this!" | |
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Travis
Number of posts : 684 Age : 46 Location : showing these suits how it's fucking done Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 9:54 pm | |
| "It's not your fault," I tell him as I grab at his other hand and just hold them hard in my hands, my hands gripping onto his blood drenched wrists, a lump settling in my throat when I have realised how much he has hurt himself for this. "I know Honey, and I'm sorry. But, you have your friends, they can help you out with this, you have my friends, they'll still look out for you," well some of them will, not all of them though but some of my friends are very bitchy. "And then there's Becky. She cares about you, she'll stick up for you." I know it's probably the worst thing ever for a guy to have a group of girls stand up for him. But in my opinion, he's a guy in a group of girls, he should be the most looked up to guy in the school. "And you have out Dad's. You are never going to be alone, OK? They'll have to kill me before they will stop me looking out for you." | |
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Connor
Number of posts : 1191 Age : 41 Location : Hidden in the undergrowth, ear to the ground... Registration date : 2007-11-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 10:01 pm | |
| Unless I do first, I've never been so violent before. What if you're next, Court?
I think I'm coming down now, I'm shaking, I can feel the tears burning my eyes, I'm thinking a little more clearly. I've never had an attack like that before. I've never hurt myself like this before. I look down to my hands, they're beginning to throb and sting now.
"I... I want to go home." I mutter quietly, the tears falling across my cheeks, "I'm sorry, Courtney." | |
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Travis
Number of posts : 684 Age : 46 Location : showing these suits how it's fucking done Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 10:05 pm | |
| I let out a low shaky breath as I realise that he's come down from his attack now. I nod and bring him in for a hug, ignoring the fact that his bloody hands have probably smeared all over my white shirt. "OK Honey, OK. I'll call Dad to come and get you, OK?" I ask him as I keep a hold of his hands and keep him close to me. I take him over to the bench and take a seat with him on the bench, still holding onto his hands loosely with one hand and wiping his tears with my other. I look at his downcast face, "Oooh Chris. I'm so sorry about all this. You don't deserve this." | |
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Connor
Number of posts : 1191 Age : 41 Location : Hidden in the undergrowth, ear to the ground... Registration date : 2007-11-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 10:19 pm | |
| "Apparently I do." I say, sniffling.
I try to focus on relaxing now. I don't want to frighten anyone else. I don't want anyone to come in and see me in this state and get the wrong idea. Goddamnit, I hate being this person.
"Thanks."
Another day of school missed, another complicated explanation to give everyone, another day where my peers shun me even more.
Just great. | |
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Travis
Number of posts : 684 Age : 46 Location : showing these suits how it's fucking done Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 10:30 pm | |
| "OK then," I say as I pull my phone from my pocket and dial the normal number I am so used to calling. I shake my hair out of my face as I bring my phone to my ear and wait for Dad to pick it up, knowing that Dad Z will be at work and I hope to God that Dad M is in a fit state to come and pick Chris up. While I am waiting for Dad to pick up the phone I think to myself, why was Chris even in the locker rooms? He has gym the exact same time as me, on a Friday afternoon and he's in here and he's not exactly smelling like roses. Why was he in here? | |
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Connor
Number of posts : 1191 Age : 41 Location : Hidden in the undergrowth, ear to the ground... Registration date : 2007-11-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 10:45 pm | |
| I can tell Courtney's wondering what I'm doing here. The twin mind link thing... which only ever works on random occasions like this. Thank God. I don't think I could stand being in her mind most of the time.
"Football tryouts." I explain, "Wanted to impress Becky and... yeah, not really the best idea I ever had."
I'm definitely coming down, the embarassment of just what I did is coming back to me now. I tryed out for football. I got pummeled by everyone. Oh my God. | |
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Travis
Number of posts : 684 Age : 46 Location : showing these suits how it's fucking done Registration date : 2007-12-07
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Tue Jun 10, 2008 10:49 pm | |
| I smile a little, "you tried out for the football team?" I question him with a quirked eyebrow as I keep the phone to my ear. "Too impress Beck..." I am about to tell him that Becky doesn't need to date a footballer, because she hates more of the footballers anyway, when Dad interrupts me with a groggy hello. "Oooh, hi Dad it's Courtney. Erm, sorry to disturb your recovery but Chris has had an attack at school erm, can you come and get him? Please?" | |
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