| RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen | |
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Tony
Number of posts : 1334 Age : 34 Location : Somewhere under the hood... ;) Registration date : 2007-12-04
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sat Jun 07, 2008 11:32 pm | |
| "Don't mention it." I say, smiling, "Anytime, boss."
I can see him wince at the name. Oops. Got to keep that one for the dirty times.
"And hey, at least now you know I'm not some kind of crazed homophobic lunatic who'll kill you with a wrench." I offer, trying to lighten the mood a little.
I hope he doesn't go all horrible and brooding on me over this. It drives me insane when guys do that. You fucked me, get over it! There's nothing you can do to change it now, it's not as if the boyfriend's going to find out. | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sat Jun 07, 2008 11:35 pm | |
| "Yeah, that is kind of a weight off my shoulders, at least I know you'll stick up for me if some crazy homophobic biker comes in here ready to kill me," I laugh before scratching the back off my neck and looking over Josef's still naked torso. "Y'know, since I don't think we're going to be getting any other business today, do you think you could... work shirtless today?" I grin at him before folding my arms over my chest as I just watch him standing in front of the car with a hammer in his hand. | |
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Tony
Number of posts : 1334 Age : 34 Location : Somewhere under the hood... ;) Registration date : 2007-12-04
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sat Jun 07, 2008 11:49 pm | |
| I cover my body as best I can with my arms, "Mr. Baker! Surely this is call for a sexual harrassment lawsuit!"
Failing to stay serious about this, I start laughing and nod, "Y'know, this garage couldn't be much more gay if I started jumping on this Chevy and singing Greased Lightening."
I look across at the hood, trying to decide whether it's worth inciting the wrath of the boss just for this joke. P'raps not. | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sat Jun 07, 2008 11:53 pm | |
| I smirk at his over excited nature, grinning at the fact that he reminds me of me at his age. "Just stick with being my eye candy, yeah?" I grin greedily before patting him on the shoulder and making my way away from him towards the desk at the other end of the room. That was... weird. I thought I'd feel odd, and out of place, like I have being too overexposed to him. But now, I feel more confident about myself than ever. So confident and amazing, that I think the moment that Matt is ready to come home and feeling up to it, he's going to celebrate our engagement in sexy style. | |
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Tony
Number of posts : 1334 Age : 34 Location : Somewhere under the hood... ;) Registration date : 2007-12-04
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 12:04 am | |
| "Yes, sir." I say, saluting.
I squat back down to where I was before and continue hammering out the dents in this damn door. I'm still trying to figure out how these were made, short of the few I can see near where my knees were.
I'm impressed that he's gone from nervous to openly perving over me in the space of as few minutes. Gives me hope that this wasn't just a one time thing.
Goodie. | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 12:08 am | |
| [[...What nooooow? haha.]] | |
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Tony
Number of posts : 1334 Age : 34 Location : Somewhere under the hood... ;) Registration date : 2007-12-04
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 12:10 am | |
| [[Uhhhhh. I was going to have Brian walking in on them having the sex but that's obviously kinda done, haha. I forgot until just now.]] | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 12:14 am | |
| Haha, awww, OK then. Erm, well, maybe you could have a think while I'm at work tomorrow? Start something to SURPRISE me or something?]] | |
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Syn
Number of posts : 9736 Age : 43 Location : On that damn Oscar podium, the fuckin' acting prowess I'm showing... Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 7:24 pm | |
| I'm walking on some kind of autopilot now, heading towards anywhere I recognize. I want to talk to Jacoby, to bury my head in his chest and cry this insane confusion away. But he's working and I don't want to bother him right now. Besides, I don't really want him to see me in this kind of state. Drunk again.
So I'm heading to the only person I know who'll actually palm his work off on someone else.
God bless Zacky.
My fuckin' mom. After over 30 years, she just appears back in my life and expects me to be able to handle it. What fuckin' right does she have? I hate how my first instinct was to just get fucking hammered and forget about everything. I hate even more that I actually did get fucking hammered. I may have only been sober for a day but it was still the best I'd managed in years.
I bang on the door of Zacky's garage and call his name.
[[Heh, the respective members of the couples haven't crossed paths yet, figure we should entwine them a little more.]]
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 7:46 pm | |
| I look up from my huge file in front of me, my brow furrowing a little before looking around the room to Josef, thinking he called my name. But he's still bashing the side of the Chevy he was working on before. "Did you..." I ask him but before I can even finish, I can hear my name being called again from outside, but a little louder this time. "Nevermind," I say more to myself as I don't think Joe can hear me before I head over to the main doors the voice is coming from. I unbolt the door before pulling it open to be met with a swaying Brian.
"Ooooh sweet Jesus." | |
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Syn
Number of posts : 9736 Age : 43 Location : On that damn Oscar podium, the fuckin' acting prowess I'm showing... Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 7:57 pm | |
| "Hey, man!" I say, my voice sounding brighter than my general mood, "You busy? Coz I'm totally fucked and am likely to, y'know, die if I'm out in public much longer."
I hate myself when I'm like this. In my head, I realize I'm being an idiot but I can't vocalise anything except moronic bullshit. I want to tell him that I just need someone to talk to, someone to get all this confusion out to, to tell him how disappointed I am with myself but apparently the words are just sticking in my head and I'm being the goofy, grinning, moronic drunk. | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 8:03 pm | |
| "Oh God Brian, what the hell is wrong now?" I ask him, but then I realise that he doesn't need a reason to be drunk. "Nevermind, come in," I say before grabbing onto his arm and dragging him inside the garage. I shut the door behind him and lock it again before someone else can come in or see that we are actually open. I look back at Brian to see him just standing there, not sure what he's looking at or if he's even awake now or whether he is sleeping on his feet. "Brian. Do you want to talk or something?" | |
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Syn
Number of posts : 9736 Age : 43 Location : On that damn Oscar podium, the fuckin' acting prowess I'm showing... Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 8:13 pm | |
| I stop staring at the small car across the room - how the fuck does anyone fit in one of those? - and turn back to Zacky, nodding in response to his question.
"Yeah, that'd be great." I agree, still nodding, "Coz... coz I can't go to Coby right now coz he'd give me that big disappointed face and I can't deal with that."
I don't think Zacky or Matt know me and Cobes have finally got over ourselves and hooked up again. Well he'll found out within the next few minutes no doubt.
"I'm so fuckin' confused, Zee." | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 8:28 pm | |
| "Alright, alright man," I say as I throw an arm around Brian's shoulder before pulling him in the direction of the little room out the back, just so we can get away from Josef's banging away, and so Brian can't see the fact that my employee is actually shirtless. I pull Brian into the small side room before shutting the door behind us. I turn to him and watch as he paces, running his hands through his hair, he doesn't look too hot, "Brian, what's happened?" He's drinking because something has actually happened this time... well, there is a first time for everything. | |
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Syn
Number of posts : 9736 Age : 43 Location : On that damn Oscar podium, the fuckin' acting prowess I'm showing... Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 8:41 pm | |
| I lean against the desk in the room, not really wanting to sit down because I know I'll just get up and start pacing out of frustration again in a moment and it'll be nice to have some equilibrium if I'm going to be doing that.
"So, things started to work out for me, y'know? I left the silicone witch, me and Coby got together again and I'd been sober for a 37 hours and 24 minutes, which for me is some kind of record." I start off, "But then she comes back... my... my fuckin' mother, the one who abandoned me as a fuckin' kid comes back and expects everything to be fuckin' peachy between us!"
I push myself up off the desk, swaying a little, "And I'm supposed to accept it?!" | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 8:46 pm | |
| I blink a few times before I actually answer, man a lot has happened to him since the last time I spoke to him. Which was actually about two days ago, so woah. "Wait, you got back with Coby?" I know that's not the point of his drinking, but I'm getting old, I need time for my brain to register things before I can actually process things. "Since when and... how can I help?" I ask him. It might be easier if he explained to me why he was actually here so I'm not giving him advice for something he doesn't actually need it on, I have done that so many times with Courtney before until she's in tears from stress... her I can handle in tears, Brian, not so much. | |
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Syn
Number of posts : 9736 Age : 43 Location : On that damn Oscar podium, the fuckin' acting prowess I'm showing... Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 9:09 pm | |
| "Uh, yeah, a couple of days ago." I say, smiling back on the memory, "I was kind of rock bottom, y'know and... he helped to pick me back up again. The way he always does. And by rights, we should be enjoying the honeymoon period lovemaking, silly little texts, kissing just because we can, all of that but here I am fucked out of my mind, avoiding him because I don't want to let him see me fail at sobriety."
Getting out coherent sentences like that has taken a lot out of me, I find myself falling to the floor, landing heavily on my still sore ass.
"Ow, fuck." I whine, rubbing at my back, "So I came here because I didn't have anywhere else to go." | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 9:16 pm | |
| I wince a little as he lands on the concrete floor, I take a seat down on the floor, not quite as fast as he did. "How about you hang back here with me for a little while. I'm not exactly in the mood to be working, Matt's in hospital and I'm pretty stressed out." I shut my mouth. This is supposed to be about helping Brian, I mean, Joe already helped me with my problems, I don't need to be spilling them all out to Brian as well, his life is fucked up enough. "So, you want some coffee to sober you up a little?" I ask him. | |
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Syn
Number of posts : 9736 Age : 43 Location : On that damn Oscar podium, the fuckin' acting prowess I'm showing... Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 9:22 pm | |
| "Matt's in hospital? Shit, Zee, I had no idea. Is he okay?"
I hate it when people ask that question. He's in hospital, how okay is he really going to be? Of course it's too late to take back the question so I just smile and hope for the best. Like he's twisted his ankle or something.
"And yeah, coffee sounds great, right now. Very strong, very black." | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 10:01 pm | |
| I smile at him before climbing to my feet again, wondering why I even sat on the floor in the first place as my joints cease up. "He's fine, now. He had like, major stomach pains, and it turns out it was appendicitis. He's just recovering from the operation now," I tell Brian as I walk over to the small make shift kitchen we have in the tiny break room. I start to make the coffee before turning back to Brian, "but that's not why you came here so... what would you like to talk about?" | |
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Syn
Number of posts : 9736 Age : 43 Location : On that damn Oscar podium, the fuckin' acting prowess I'm showing... Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 10:06 pm | |
| "Poor guy." I say.
I watch as Zacky sets about making the coffee. I feel a little more sober now, which is strange considering I haven't even got it down me. That said, I only had half a bottle of JD which only hits me as a short buzz anyway.
"Well, I was at work this morning and this woman comes to see me. Says it's really important." I explain, "So I start talking to her and she's all 'I need to find my son'. So naturally I'm sympathetic towards her... until of course she drops the bombshell that little old me? Is the son. The one she left 32 years ago."
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 10:12 pm | |
| "Awww man, that's rough Brian," I say as I turn back to the coffee once I hear the coffee machine turns itself off, signalling that it's ready. "But, I'm sure that Coby wouldn't have minded you breaking your sobriety for that. It's kinda a big deal, and... kicking an addiction isn't exactly easy," I say, sympathising with him a little, as I myself had a little problem with weed when I was in college. | |
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Syn
Number of posts : 9736 Age : 43 Location : On that damn Oscar podium, the fuckin' acting prowess I'm showing... Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 10:22 pm | |
| "Yeah." I agree, "I know, it's just... I kinda felt ashamed of slipping back so quickly. I mean, I didn't even try to fight it, I just found the closest place that would serve me and necked half a bottle of whiskey."
I sigh heavily as I take a mug of coffee from Zacky, in a mug with tits. Why the hell... in fact, I'm not even going to register the question in my mind.
"I shouldn't be drinking coz I found my mom though, I should be trying to get to know her, to try and make things right with her." I say, my fingers playing with the little bumps - which I've discovered jingle when they're moved, "I don't even blame her for leaving to be honest. I would have in her position." | |
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Zacky
Number of posts : 6452 Age : 43 Location : Where else would I be? Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 10:28 pm | |
| "It's still got to be a shock, y'know? I mean, if my mum even tried to find me now to talk to me, I'd be pretty pissed off with all the shit that's happened with me. And I did actually want her to leave," I tell him, hoping that I can at least justify his addiction a little. I probably should be telling him how terrible he is for drinking, and how he should be trying to change his ways for Jacoby, but that doesn't help people who have addictions at all. If anything it makes them want to slip into the addiction more just to get away from the disappointed looks and yelling. | |
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Syn
Number of posts : 9736 Age : 43 Location : On that damn Oscar podium, the fuckin' acting prowess I'm showing... Registration date : 2007-10-28
| Subject: Re: RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen Sun Jun 08, 2008 10:46 pm | |
| "Oh yeah, it was a shock." I agree, "I mean, after my sister was killed, I never expected to have any dealings with my family again."
Actually to be more exact, after my sister was killed, my entire family blamed me and decided they didn't want anything to do with me anymore. It was a relief to be honest, I hated every single one of them.
"And now for her to come out of nowhere. I mean, what if she isn't even my mom?" | |
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