RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen

"Hmmmm," I say as I continue looking through the magazine on my lap.

I am really trying to distract myself here from what's about to happen by doing whatever I can. I just took Christian over to Brian and Jacoby's dorm room, and ended up sitting on the bed talking to the two of them for a good two hours just to pass the time.

"Me too," I answer him simply as I look through an article about what guitars some shitty emo band used on their new album, not really into it, just seeing what they did so I won't do it myself in the future.

I walk across to Zacky and sit by him on the bed, peering over his shoulder at what he's reading. I wrap an arm around his back, feeling a little uncomfortable doing it, knowing what I'm about to do.

"Well, you're already one up on those guys. Look at that one, he's not even holding his guitar right." I point out, just trying to make some kind of small talk.

I want to apologize to him again but I know how annoyed he's getting with it. I'll just have to behave and stay quiet, silently hoping he doesn't hate me.

"Apparently the style in the emo community is to get warping sounds from holding it upright," I say reading off of the brightly coloured page, "I just think they are trying to make sure that no one could hit their sounds to steal their style, not that anyone would want to anyway."

I sigh before moving from Matt's embrace and throwing my magazine onto my desk before looking down at my watch and sighing.

It's six, which means we have about fifteen minutes until we have to go, since Alex goes us a fucking time for when he steals my boyfriend from me by being a complete slut for Matt tonight we have this threesome tonight.

"God, why is time moving so slow?"

"I dunno."

I don't really have anything else to say anymore. I just look down at my feet, dangling off the end of the bed, the novelty socks there suddenly didn't seem like such a wise idea. I rub at my wrist and look around the room in silence. I hate the atmosphere that's hanging in the air right now. Zacky and I are never uncomfortable around each other, for something like this to happen now is heartbreaking.

I stand in the middle of the room, just watching my watch for the longest time, wanting this to just happen so I can get it over with. I am really regretting that I agreed to this now. I don't know what's going to happen, I just knew that I had to say yes to this. It's all so complicated, but I have my reasons, I know what Alex is thinking because I'm the same as he is.

"Have we got any condoms around?" I ask randomly, just thinking about what Alex is planning. He is not putting his dick anywhere near me without at least three condoms on.
~~Especially one over his head to choke him.~~

I'm snapped out of my silent contemplation by Zacky's voice. Condoms? Fuck I hadn't even thought about that.

"Erm, I think we have some in the drawer by my computer." I say, "The ones Corey gave out in sex ed after..."

Mick? Zacky's pregnant not-quite ex? Yep, great time to bring that one up. Goddamnit, I wish Alex would just get here already. Sex God Matt would be able to handle this. This Matt sure as hell can't.

I nod to him, thanking him silently for making me think about that sex ed lesson when one of the other guys gave me a condom just because I would need it more than him. I seriously could have punched that guy.

I pull open the drawer Matt pointed to, pulling out a few packets of condoms and a hell of a lot of lube. This is going to be as painless, business and clean cut as I can make it. As far as I am concerned, this is Matt's closure, just so he can say he has being with his first ever crush, after this, he will be with me.

"Here you go," I say to Matt as I throw the packages at him just as I hear a knock on the door.

I freeze before looking at the door, putting a strong look on my face and making myself look bigger than I am, as if I am about to face off this guy, which might be the case later on.

I stare at the door as well. I can't believe this is actually going to happen. I'm even more nervous than I ever thought I would be. I look quickly back to Zacky, he's got one of his bravefaces on. I can tell that's not how he feels deep down, no-one else would be able to.

I shoot him a smile before I walk across to the door and pull it open, trying to keep my childish drooling in check. Easier said than done.

I smile at whoever is pulling the door open, my smile widening when I see that it's Matt.

"Hey Sweet-cheeks," I say as I step a little closer to him, leaning on the door frame to look into the room.

I can't see Zacky in there at the moment, maybe because I'm early he's dropping that flour baby off or something. But whatever it is, I am alone with Matt for a little bit, perfect.

"So, are we, alone?" I ask him as I dip my hand down to rub it over his bulge.

Damn, he's not even hard and it looks impressive. Please Zacky, whenever you are, don't come back.

I bite my lip as his hand rubs across my dick. I'm trying not to get hard, not until we've sorted out some kind of ground rules. I want to be completely coherent so I don't agree to something I might regret.

"N-n-no, Zacky's, he's in there too." I stammer out, jerking my head behind me.

I grab his hand to stop his ohsowanted assault on me.

"Maybe you should get inside first?"

I am a little surprised that he's actually here. I'm sure he would have being trying to find different things to do in the day up to the last minute just to get it out of the way.

I nod and take my hand away from Matt's, "OK then," I say softly before walking into the room and smiling at Zacky who is sat on the bed.

"Hey. So, you ready for this?" I ask him, sending him a sinister smirk before looking back at Matt and smiling sweetly.

What was he doing to Matt in the hallway, ooooh, I can only guess what kind of busy hands he's got. I mean, look how flushed Matt is now, he must have done something to him. I mean, look at that smirk...

OK, I need to stop the paranoia now. It's not going to help me when we get down to this, if anything it's going to make me look bad around Matt. So, I just have to match his persona. Sweet around my Mattie, and an evil bastard to Alex.

"Ready as ever," I say with a smile before getting up from the bed and walking over to Alex, giving him a brief hug, whispering in his ear, "You are dead."

I smile at them, they look as if they're at least trying to be civil, that in itself helps me feel a little less guilty about this whole thing. I shut the door and lean back against it.

"Uh, I... I don't really know how one would exactly... start these whole proceedings." I stammer out, looking between the pair, "I mean, I suppose we need some ground rules, right?"

I walk across to where they're both sat, "I... I p-personally just have the one, if that's okay with everyone."

I pull away from Alex's hug, feeling a little sick as he scoffs a small laugh at my threat to him.

I look back at Matt with a smile, cocking my head to the side a little confused before asking him, "What would that be then Matt?"

I look down to the floor, trying to think of how to word this. I rub my hands together nervously before looking back up at them.

"Okay, I just... I don't want any full sex." I say, pretty certain I'm going several different shades of red, "I want to save that so it can be something special between me and Z... who-whoever I end up choosing."

My eyes unintentionally flick to Zacky at this point. I don't know who I'm going to choose. I know who I care about more, I know who I want to be with but I don't know if I'm going to be able to choose them because I don't know if they'll want me after all this.

I can't help but have all the nerves inside me grin and want me to point and laugh at Alex, for me to do a little dance. I want so badly to just throw him out now as I know that Matt wants me and only me for the most intimate of things.

I look over at Alex, making my face have no emotion, even though I can't help but grin as I see him looking a little bit surprised. Ooooh yes, who is winning now?

"That's fine by me, what about you, Alex?"

He WHAT? Ooooh no he didn't, is this just a way for him to rub in my face that he wants Zacky? Well, this is going to be one man that Zacky Baker is not going to get. I am going to win this, no matter what.

"Of course Matt, I had certain plans for you anyway," I say with a grin before walking over to Matt and wrapping an arm around his waist.

So Zacky, while you're bust mentally stabbing me, I am making my head start here.

"Why don't we get this party started? Huh?"

"I... yeah."

Alex hasn't touched me like this before. It's just an arm around the waist but it's still mor intimate than anything else we've shared. I'm normally te one who has to initiate anything with him.

"I... I don't really know what I'm doing here." I admit with a half-smile, "This is pretty new to me."

"I know Sweetie, but it'll all be OK. I've just got to let the beast out, haven't I?" I grin to him, having the upper hand already on Zacky, as I know what kind of an animal he is in the bedroom already.

I reach my hand down to his now hardening dick, impressed as I grab at it and palm it in his jeans.

I look behind me to see Zacky walking towards the two of us.

"Want to join us Zacky?" I ask him with a sinister smirk before he walks over to the other side of Matt, smiling at me before turning to Matt.

I watch on, still palming Matt's erection, watching as Zacky's hands trace down Matt's chest and he stands on his tip toes, leaning up and kissing Matt on the lips.

Oooh, now THAT is playing dirty.

I melt into Zacky's kiss. I can feel Alex rubbing at me but all the feelings flooding through me now are because of Zacky's mouth. He's already got the upper hand by going for romance and intimacy before sexual desperation.

I bring a hand into his hair as I continue to kiss him, however I can still feel myself getting hard under Alex's touch. It's only a matter of time before the monster is set free.

I moan softly into Matt's mouth as I rub myself against his hip, trying to ignore than Alex is here but it doesn't help that I can feel his other hand on my back. It may look like he is soothing me, but it's just him showing me that he's here, and he always will be.

I break away from Matt's lips briefly before reaching my hand down to his hand, grabbing it and playing with his fingers as I rub grind my growing arousal into his hip.

"How are doing Baby? Does this all feel so good?"

"Oh yeah."

I can feel the strange horny red mist coming over me already. The feeling of Zacky's dick at my hip, Alex's hand on me, the fact these two amazing men are here to do nothing but service me. It's the kind of thing dreams are made of.

I look between the pair of them.

"But I think I'm going to need a little more help to make my decision. I mean, I don't know what you boys look like under those clothes, do I?"

I'm a little taken aback by Matt's sudden demand, but I grin never the less. I look across to Alex to see him already pulling the shirt over his head, taking Matt's hand and running it up his chest.

Hmmmmm...

I do the same myself, pulling the shirt from my body and throwing it to the side. But instead of taking Matt's hand in my own, I start to unbutton his dress shirt, being careful as I do so, I know that Matt hates to have his favourite shirt wrinkled.

I look between the pair, both so physically different. Alex with his sharp, toned body which feels so good under my hand. Zacky with his... fuckin' Zacky shape. He's like Oprah, he's never too chubby or too skinny for too long. He's just Zacky shaped. His fingers are moving across my body in an almost teasing way as he unbuttons my shirt, it's nice... although I do wish he'd get to the point, rip the damn thing from me. I don't care right now.

"Very nice, both of you."

I lean forward and press a kiss to Alex and Zacky's shoulders, one by one.

"This is going to be fun."

I finish the last button his shirt, pulling it from his body and placing it on the bed besides me, just so I don't crease it.

I smile up at Matt as I reach my hand out to his toned stomach.

"Yeah Matt, this is going to be amazing," I say as I step a little closer to him again, leaning my mouth down to his chest and licking my tongue over his nipple, stepping right in front of him so that Alex can't get a look in.

Yes, I do play dirty.

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