RP:]] St Luke's Reform School For Young Gentlemen

I should be thankful for the porn on screen, it's two women, the sight should be reconfirming the fact I'm straight. But I've got nothing, I'm too preoccupied with the feeling of Coby against me.

"Yeah, I can see how that'd piss you all off."

I look down at him on my shoulder. It's endearing the way he's hiding from the 'scary lesbians'. Before I can stop myself, I turn my head and press a kiss to the tiny bit of head I can see. Rather than freaking out on him because of what I've just done, I try to keep the situation light by jokingly consoling him.

"Don't worry, they'll be gone soon."

Did he just kiss my head? ~~Boy I wish it was the other head.~~ I can't believe he's finally coming out of his shell, getting more comfortable with me. And it's not even being a day yet, that brings some comfort to me that maybe he'll want something more than a friendship later on. I can't help but grin widely against his neck at this prospect.

"Thank you Brian. You're my hero." I whisper before laughing a little and looking up at him, putting my hand on the side of face, shielding my eyes from the screen so I can at least still see his face.

"Aawww, much better."

"Of course I am. I'm like... Superman without the spandex. Or the secret identity." I say, laughing, "Ooh, no, no I'm The Crow."

The women on screen are currently discussing their breasts, talking about how smooth and firm they are. Normally I'd be staring at it and salivating wildly but I'm perfectly content to just look at Coby, confirming my suspicions.

I think I may be getting just the tiniest hint of a crush on you...

I laugh, imagining Brian in a spandex catsuit now. Which, would be seen as something quite odd but in my mind he makes it look good. Really, really good.

"The crow wore leather pants, didn't he? And torn shirts. Mmmm, I can imagine you in that." I whisper before laughing a little and hiding back in his neck, smelling him again as I do so.

I seriously can't help myself, he just smells so sweet and delicious. I really just want to kiss his neck right now, nibble on it and just give him some satisfaction but I really think that would be crossing the line. So I stay the way I am, my eye closed just taking in his scent and implanting it in my brain for the next time I'm all alone in my dorm and in need of release.

I smirk a little to myself, feeling more comfortable now. As if admitting my feelings to myself has made things easier. I'm still confused to fuck but at the same time, I feel I'm making progress.

"Y'know I actually have some leather pants in my bag." I say, "I don't have any torn shirts though. I'd just have to go shirtless."

I sigh overdramatically, "Such a shame."

I'm chuckling to myself a little now, just imagining the look on Coby's face as it's nuzzled up in my neck. I think I've got a Halloween costume sorted. If there's any kind of Halloween celebration here anyway.

I grin widely against his neck at the prospects of him in these leather pants. I wonder if he'd give me a private show?

I think this to myself, about ready to ask him if he wants to come back to my dorm tonight but I'm interrupted by the sounds of the moaning stopping, being replaced by the lights all turning on, Brody yelling at us to all move and the sounds of people scattering away from us. I look up and around the room to see Corey jumping over the tables to attend to something, or someone lying on the floor, shaking violently.

I look around the table to see what's going on when I see who it is on the floor. My eyes widen as I know just what's happening.

"Shit! CHRIS!"

[[Sorry, just felt the need for one of them to be epileptic. Adds drama!]

Last edited by Syn on Wed Mar 12, 2008 9:25 pm; edited 1 time in total

The hell is going on? One minute I'm being snuggled by Coby, the next minute everyone's staring at the... oh shit, fitting kid in the middle of the floor. I hate myself right now, my first thought wasn't "shit, I hope he's okay.", it was simply "You're ruining my cuddles."

I watch nervously as the boy is attended to by one of the teachers, Corey I think his name was, he's yelling at Brody now for bringing a DVD with flashing effects. They're doing this all wrong.

I don't know much about what I'm doing here but I know they're supposed to get him in the recovery position. I run across to him and start trying to sort him out but I'm shaking too hard to remember what to do.

I shake my head, snapping out of near shock and blinking a few times. I shake my head again and pull myself from, shock and look back to the crowd of people. I climb from my chair and march over to the crowd of people.

"Hey, come on guys, give him some room to breath, yeah? You remember what happened last time," I say to the guys all crowded around Chris. I push my way through Matt and Alex with some struggle before waving everyone out of the way.

"Come on guys. Don't stare at him, just get to the other side of the room, yeah?" I say as I wave everything away from Chris to the other side of the room.

"Matt. You're closet to the door, go get nurse Maggie." I instruct Matt still waving people back. I look back to Chris and go to him. I slowly move next to him so he doesn't swing out at me and move to touch him, pushing him gently into the recovery position.

"It's OK man. I've got you." I say instinctively even though I don't think he can even hear me.

I watch as Coby deals with him expertly, smiling a little when I realize someone's actually taking my advice. I'm getting a little frustrated with everyone else around me though, just standing around as if he's some kind of freak show attraction.

At least I was trying to help.

Almost as soon as Matt has run from the room, he's back with an out of breath older woman in tow. She takes over from Coby and starts trying to deal with the fitting boy on the floor.

"Remember Maggie, he can get quite violent when he's coming out of these fits," I remind the nurse who just nods at me with a smile.

"I know Coby. You're such a good boy. I'll take over now." She tells me before going back to deal with Chris. I sigh and stand to my feet, running my hands through my hair as I make my way to the other side of the room with everyone else. I look over at Brody who looks a little guilty and in my opinion she really should be. Who brings videos with flashing images into a classroom.

"Fucking bitch," I whisper to myself as I hear her try to argue her case to Corey. I roll my eyes and just watch as I see Chris come out of the ordeal and coming into recovery.

Brody looks genuinely disgraced now. Corey's really torn into her. She deserves it as well. Surely she knew this kid was prone to fits. Apparently freaking out her gay students is more important than their welfare. My bad feelings about this school are slowly creeping back.

The student is carefully helped up to his feet by Matt and the nurse and lead from the room, presumably to make sure he's fully recovered.

I look across to Coby, who's alternating between staring daggers at Brody and looking sympathetically towards Chris. It'd be funny if everything wasn't so serious. I tentatively approach him, smiling nervously.

"You okay, man?"

I sigh and smile weakly at Brian, "Yeah, yeah. I'm OK. Just, a little worried about Chris is all. Last time this happened..." I look around to see people are now picking up their bags and leaving the room. I assume that Brody's letting us go on a little bit of a break, or dismissing the lesson all together, I didn't quite catch what she said.

"...the last time this happened, Chris wouldn't come to class, because people teased him about it in his old school and he was worried it would happen here as well.. Y'know how cruel people are, right?" I smile weakly before looking over to Corey who just shakes his head at me in an attempt to be sympathetic.

"So what, is class dismissed now or something?"

Corey nods at the pair of us, responding with an off handed comment about porn being no fun unless people are wound up and turned on. It seems a bit insensitive to me before I realize he's just trying to make things less awkward and heavy in the class.

I turn to Coby, smiling weakly, "I have no idea what to do now. I mean, I still don't really know my way around this place so, uh, yeah, I have no suggestions."

I laugh a little in spite of the situation, "Shit, I must seem like the worst person in the world right now, right?"

I laugh a little at him, not quite sure what on earth he is talking about, "What are you on about?" I say to him shaking my head a little and making my way back over to my desk. I pluck my bag from the floor and sling it over my shoulder.

"But if you mean you don't want to do be in the same dorm room as Zacky for whatever reason, you can always come back to mine." I smile at him, and also smile at the fact I have finally managed to ask him to come back to my room with me. Even if it's got some pretty terrible timing.

"I just meant with the whole... coz he just had a fit and I was... pitying myself again... and"

I shake my head, chuckling, "Y'know what, ignore that, yeah? I'll just start over."

I turn away from Coby then turn back to look at him.

I nod at him, "Yeah, I'd like that. It'd be nice to hang out with someone who's idea of killing time doesn't include jacking off regardless of who's in the room with them. Besides..."

I wrap an arm around his middle, amazed at how forward I'm being right now, "I'd like to get to know you better."

My eyes widen as I realize how that sounded, "Shit, I meant... as a person and..."

I am SO awkward.

I am amazed that he's being so close and touchy-feely with me, normally it takes ages for people to adjust to me and my touchy-feeliness. I smile at him as he blushes.

I chuckle, "Awww, you're so sweet. Your blush is uber cute." I say to him as I pinch one of his cheeks with a grin. He laughs and I sling one arm around his waist also.

"Right, so to my dorm it is." I say to him with a smile, but that smile soon turns into a little bit of a grin when I realise something. He probably hasn't seen what a fourth year's room looks like. We get privileges y'see.

"That's me, cute as a button." I say, sniggering, "I think I was a kitten in a past life and the adorable, fluffy side of me never quite disappeared."

He laughs at me and I decide it's probably best I don't say anything else for the rest of the journey to his room. The fact I'm feeling comfortable around him but I'm still capable of making a complete prick out of myself just proves to me that there's a little crush developing. There's no way I could be both of those things simoultaneously otherwise.

"So, am I going to see a different side of Jacoby when I get into your room? Like a dungeon with half naked slaves chained to the walls? You can't be this sweet all the time." I say, totally ignoring my own instructions, "That's just not fair."

"Maybe," I smirk, "Only once we get to know each other a little better though. I mean, I don't want to be accused og rape just yet." I say, instently regretting it after it leaves my lips. Why the hell did I say that? I wouldn't rape him. I wouldn't want to rape anyone. Hell, I only really get off from watching other people get off as it is, I'd be a terrible rapist.

"Sorry. That was kinda, a stupid thing to say," I say laughing a little nervously, "Yeah." Shit Brian, what are you doing to me? Normally I'm calm and cool, you're actually making me nervous here. That never happens. Fuck, is this what love feels like?

I laugh along with him. I like seeing him like this, makes me realize I'm not the only complete idiot around here. It also endears him to me even more.

"You're talking to me, Coby, I'm not exactly the king of eloquent wordplay."I reply with a smile, "Besides..."

Brian, don't say it. Don't say it yet, you don't mean it yet.

"You can't rape the willing."

I don't know why I bother. You never listen to me.

I cringe as I say this. I'm so not ready for anything like that yet. I don't want him to get the wrong idea. I don't want him to end up getting the wrong idea. I don't want him to think I'm leading him on. Please don't hate me Coby!

I stop instantly as I hear the words over in my head for the millionth time. I widen my eyes and look around at him, now we are standing outside my door, me sporting a very confused look on my face.

"Are you saying what I think you're saying?" I ask him still looking confused. But he's straight, he has a girlfriend back home. We were just joking around right. He doesn't really mean this, much to my disappointment of course. Does he?

"Brian?"

Oh shit. How am I supposed to handle this? Do I say it's a joke? No, I can't do that, that'd just upset him or something. I can't exactly tell him that I meant it because I don't at the moment. I have to say something or he's going to end up getting pissed off at me.

"I, uh..." I start, as useless as always, "I'm not actually sure at the moment as infuriating as that is."

It's as close to the truth as I can get it. I can't really think of how to word what I'm trying to say.

"I'm a little... confused I suppose is the best way of putting it."

I smile nervously at him, "I'm sorry."

I nod and smile a little at him, "I get it, don't worry," I say to him, "We've all being confused about this type of thing at some point. I know I have anyway. There's no need to be sorry." I say to him.

I can't help hut feel a little disappointed that he didn't mean that but what was I really expecting? But I feel somewhat flattered that I have being one of the ones to make him confused. And somewhat guilty about that as well. Well, not really for him, but for this girl at home. But I'll keep quiet about that since he hasn't really spoken about her all day, I amuse he is forgetting her [Thank God.]

"Now come on, I can show you into a real fourth year's room. You'll be one of the few to see the great domains." I laugh as I unlock my door with my key and push open the door. Yeah, we are privileged, we even get keys.

I smile at his back as he unlocks the door. I'm glad he's being so understanding about all of this. I don't think I could have dealt with losing a possible ally like him. I haven't really clicked with anyone else here.

"Aw, man, I'm excited now." I say, laughing a little, "Anything's got to be better than my room. It stinks of sex and pot and there's no fucking shower."

I follow Coby into the room as he pushes the door open, my eyes widening as I take in the room.

"Jesus Christ, dude, this is bigger than my fucking house."

I laugh as I make my way to the desk and dump my bag on the top of it.

"You're house must be pretty fucking small then," I say to him as I put my keys on the desk as well and make my way over to my bed.

"Come on, make yourself comfortable." I say to him as I climb onto the bed and sit on top of it crossed legged.

"Oooh and none of the rooms have showers. There's a communal shower just down the hall. I guess Zacky didn't tell you that then?" I ask him, knowing the answer is already no. I know what Zacky was already thinking, 'take him to the showers when they were full of all the fourth years from the football team.' Yeah, if that doesn't make you feel like a girl compared to those guys, nothing will.

"Well, the house itself isn't small. The area I'm allowed to occupy without being yelled at, that's pretty damn tiny. I think it's about 3 square feet." I say, smiling sadly, "And no, Zacky conviniently forgot to mention that."

I walk over to the bed and climb up onto it, sitting opposite him with a big smile, "Tell me if I'm being creepy okay, I'm just..."

I laugh a little, "Fuck, I don't even know why I'm smiling so much right now."

I rub at the back of my neck, "I think I must have stood near a crack filled room or something. Got kinda high off that."

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